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hey, since i promise to won't write blue posting, i am in my way. I dont mean to faking happiness or what, but people say if you use the happiness instead of your sadness in every sad of your life, the REAL happiness will come :) so here i am. I just wanna tell that sometimes people forgot, and it is absolutely human being so you can also FORGOT as human :p
mmmm ngapain dong? making poem? hahahaha i used this habit in elementary. Aaaaa misssing my childhood this time :* last night i laugh with my sister when we told everything in our childhood. mulai dari bala balaan, jalan pagi habis sahur terus nahan laper, berpetualang ke sawah sampe main wartel wartelan. seems so childish but definitely funny when we remembered that :") Alhamdulilah, was gaved so many memories :)

"when you tell it is a secret
and everybody use that kind of word
for something that every single heart and brain keep in
as an important thing for them
and listen to the world
here it is also
for big secret that it wont tell
but seems to give a lil sign
will pick up the cues?"

while working on this post :
1. hug a big pillow
2. hungry waiting lunch from Ibu
3. disappointed
4. listen mocca's song
ps : sometimes i feel give wider way for others to know me than i know them indulge


AYO SEMANGAT US syalalalalalalalala :3