dear electronic diary :)
aaayes, my high school seems wanna show it's turbulence and like i wrote before, now i am gonna write an electronic diary, seems cool, is it? haha.
these days, or say these months or say these years, i mean when i am in SHS. my comfort zones that i used to in JHS melted gently. i won't tell if it is good or not until you find the conclusion :p
first, when in SHS i must to face some grouping which is i avoided before and if i could, i lost. and I lost this time. i confessed, but my self, you truly can fix it in university. you have the point there. FIX If you have any chance darling!
second, i met some sensitives. i miss them for sure, but i just say that they were so sensitive in a way, makes me blame my self at first, make me closed my self too tight and they are getting hurt easily. well, this is the point. no matter how the people's behaviour, you can not change them. you only can change your self, your mind. so my self, face them! enrich your experience to face people, talking slowly with assertive attitude. see the good one. and sometimes you must ignore people's opinion cause there is not the same opinion in everybody. me in my life.
third, i dont know if my heart too unrespect or what, i still missing some guys who cares me. am i too ignoring them or they lost their sense in a middle but they are only nice at fist without any effort thats why i only wait, wont confessed my feeling which is screaming sometimes to get free. see? they gave up. and they gave up with any effort. i think. i just searching the right one, dude :) sorry if i hurt you. i missed you. maybe. my feelings covered by my logical or disapproval. i concede. we deserve better. the best will come, my self. I am waiting.
fourth, my family is going complete. not only for the good things that i used to feel but also some bad. Alhamdulillah we through this fate, hope well be better and blessed. I love you anywayy.
There are some, i only wannna FACE these, OVERCOME and getting mature and "human" as growing up. GOD, The Strongest, will always encourage me. as always :")
aaayes, my high school seems wanna show it's turbulence and like i wrote before, now i am gonna write an electronic diary, seems cool, is it? haha.
these days, or say these months or say these years, i mean when i am in SHS. my comfort zones that i used to in JHS melted gently. i won't tell if it is good or not until you find the conclusion :p
first, when in SHS i must to face some grouping which is i avoided before and if i could, i lost. and I lost this time. i confessed, but my self, you truly can fix it in university. you have the point there. FIX If you have any chance darling!
second, i met some sensitives. i miss them for sure, but i just say that they were so sensitive in a way, makes me blame my self at first, make me closed my self too tight and they are getting hurt easily. well, this is the point. no matter how the people's behaviour, you can not change them. you only can change your self, your mind. so my self, face them! enrich your experience to face people, talking slowly with assertive attitude. see the good one. and sometimes you must ignore people's opinion cause there is not the same opinion in everybody. me in my life.
third, i dont know if my heart too unrespect or what, i still missing some guys who cares me. am i too ignoring them or they lost their sense in a middle but they are only nice at fist without any effort thats why i only wait, wont confessed my feeling which is screaming sometimes to get free. see? they gave up. and they gave up with any effort. i think. i just searching the right one, dude :) sorry if i hurt you. i missed you. maybe. my feelings covered by my logical or disapproval. i concede. we deserve better. the best will come, my self. I am waiting.
fourth, my family is going complete. not only for the good things that i used to feel but also some bad. Alhamdulillah we through this fate, hope well be better and blessed. I love you anywayy.
There are some, i only wannna FACE these, OVERCOME and getting mature and "human" as growing up. GOD, The Strongest, will always encourage me. as always :")
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